drained.

[thelake]

I hate driving. Driving is the hardest thing I have ever done in my life and I don't like it. I just want this driving exam to be over and no matter what the result is, I won't be driving again anytime soon (maybe never.) I still suck at certain stuff, so I have to take a break from work on Thursday and go to a final lesson (not sure if it's going to make any difference, but whatever.)

I'm drained. Literally drained. These past two weeks were very hard on me and I realized it just now: driving, trainings, projects, my bff's hospital visits, bla bla bla... Also my dad was sick (nothing serious, balance problem related to the middle ear so he couldn't sleep for 3 days and generally felt like crap.) and I was worried about him, but I ended up yelling at him today in the car, because I was so tired and now I feel like shit about it, and I feel like crying, but I don't want to, because if I do, I'll have a headache and that'll just suck, so I won't cry.

I'm downloading Merlin, maybe it'll cheer me up. Just one of those days...

ETA: Oh yes, Merlin indeed cheered me up ♥ But I still hopelessly wish for more Morgana...

Comments

[awakencordy.livejournal.com]

ah baby woe. *hugs*

[thelake.livejournal.com]

*hugs back*

[nowgold.livejournal.com]

:( I don't want to learn to drive!!!

[thelake.livejournal.com]

if you don't need to, then don't. It's simply unecessary in a place where you can use the public transportation easily... I really don't know why I got myself into this!

[0summer-night0.livejournal.com]

:( *hugs* Life goes always hard on us but it sometimes seems like "Hey, I have changed!I am better now." At least you work.Look at me, I have to study and study and solving problems which never exist!But I am sure it is going to be okay, it always is.

My mom even has a driver's licence but she refuses to drive.Because she hates the traffic jam in Istanbul and also pshyco people who shouldn't be met in the traffic.

I am sorry for your dad, ear problem is a terrible thing!!Its pain is, omg..But do not blame yourself for that, everyone can be stressed and angry *hugs again* You wouldn't want to see me when I am angry :)

[thelake.livejournal.com]

I really don't want to take it out on family, but they just happened to be there and my dad was trying to be nice and loving... I'm still bitter about it, I'm angry with myself, but whatever...

Oh I won't be driving in Istanbul (as long as I don't absolutely have to) even though I have a license! I'm not that crazy!

[katayla.livejournal.com]

*hugs*

[thelake.livejournal.com]

*hugs back*

[aftersix.livejournal.com]

*hugs*

But I still hopelessly wish for more Morgana...

You and me both. It seems everyone got a good portion of screen time last night but her. Unfair >:(

[thelake.livejournal.com]

*hugs backk*

so unfair... she's the prettiest thing in that show!

[janey-xox.livejournal.com]

aw :( *hugs*

[thelake.livejournal.com]

*hugs backkk*

[acidic-thoughts.livejournal.com]

I fully agree about driving. It's a miracle I haven't hit anything yet, given the crap way I go about it.

Hope everything will make it's way upwards, bb. *Giant hug*

(And yeah, I don't even watch Merlin half the time, but I too long for more Morgana...)

[thelake.livejournal.com]

thanks hon *hugs back* It'll be all over this Saturday, I'm so looking forward to the exam, then I'll be car-free for a very long time! It's just not for me...

and I'm feeling a lot better today :)

Ugh, Morgana situation is so not fair.

[glenien.livejournal.com]

AW BABY- IT'S JUST A PHASE, I PROMISE. Honestly- you HAVE TO believe me. It's not fun to drive in rain or traffic but you will enjoy it when all is okay :D