drained.

[thelake]

I hate driving. Driving is the hardest thing I have ever done in my life and I don't like it. I just want this driving exam to be over and no matter what the result is, I won't be driving again anytime soon (maybe never.) I still suck at certain stuff, so I have to take a break from work on Thursday and go to a final lesson (not sure if it's going to make any difference, but whatever.)

I'm drained. Literally drained. These past two weeks were very hard on me and I realized it just now: driving, trainings, projects, my bff's hospital visits, bla bla bla... Also my dad was sick (nothing serious, balance problem related to the middle ear so he couldn't sleep for 3 days and generally felt like crap.) and I was worried about him, but I ended up yelling at him today in the car, because I was so tired and now I feel like shit about it, and I feel like crying, but I don't want to, because if I do, I'll have a headache and that'll just suck, so I won't cry.

I'm downloading Merlin, maybe it'll cheer me up. Just one of those days...

ETA: Oh yes, Merlin indeed cheered me up ♥ But I still hopelessly wish for more Morgana...

Comments

[awakencordy.livejournal.com]

ah baby woe. *hugs*

[nowgold.livejournal.com]

:( I don't want to learn to drive!!!

[0summer-night0.livejournal.com]

:( *hugs* Life goes always hard on us but it sometimes seems like "Hey, I have changed!I am better now." At least you work.Look at me, I have to study and study and solving problems which never exist!But I am sure it is going to be okay, it always is.

My mom even has a driver's licence but she refuses to drive.Because she hates the traffic jam in Istanbul and also pshyco people who shouldn't be met in the traffic.

I am sorry for your dad, ear problem is a terrible thing!!Its pain is, omg..But do not blame yourself for that, everyone can be stressed and angry *hugs again* You wouldn't want to see me when I am angry :)

[katayla.livejournal.com]

*hugs*

[aftersix.livejournal.com]

*hugs*

But I still hopelessly wish for more Morgana...

You and me both. It seems everyone got a good portion of screen time last night but her. Unfair >:(

[janey-xox.livejournal.com]

aw :( *hugs*

[acidic-thoughts.livejournal.com]

I fully agree about driving. It's a miracle I haven't hit anything yet, given the crap way I go about it.

Hope everything will make it's way upwards, bb. *Giant hug*

(And yeah, I don't even watch Merlin half the time, but I too long for more Morgana...)

[glenien.livejournal.com]

AW BABY- IT'S JUST A PHASE, I PROMISE. Honestly- you HAVE TO believe me. It's not fun to drive in rain or traffic but you will enjoy it when all is okay :D