drained.

[thelake]

I hate driving. Driving is the hardest thing I have ever done in my life and I don't like it. I just want this driving exam to be over and no matter what the result is, I won't be driving again anytime soon (maybe never.) I still suck at certain stuff, so I have to take a break from work on Thursday and go to a final lesson (not sure if it's going to make any difference, but whatever.)

I'm drained. Literally drained. These past two weeks were very hard on me and I realized it just now: driving, trainings, projects, my bff's hospital visits, bla bla bla... Also my dad was sick (nothing serious, balance problem related to the middle ear so he couldn't sleep for 3 days and generally felt like crap.) and I was worried about him, but I ended up yelling at him today in the car, because I was so tired and now I feel like shit about it, and I feel like crying, but I don't want to, because if I do, I'll have a headache and that'll just suck, so I won't cry.

I'm downloading Merlin, maybe it'll cheer me up. Just one of those days...

ETA: Oh yes, Merlin indeed cheered me up ♥ But I still hopelessly wish for more Morgana...

Comments

[acidic-thoughts.livejournal.com]

I fully agree about driving. It's a miracle I haven't hit anything yet, given the crap way I go about it.

Hope everything will make it's way upwards, bb. *Giant hug*

(And yeah, I don't even watch Merlin half the time, but I too long for more Morgana...)

[thelake.livejournal.com]

thanks hon *hugs back* It'll be all over this Saturday, I'm so looking forward to the exam, then I'll be car-free for a very long time! It's just not for me...

and I'm feeling a lot better today :)

Ugh, Morgana situation is so not fair.