drained.

[thelake]

I hate driving. Driving is the hardest thing I have ever done in my life and I don't like it. I just want this driving exam to be over and no matter what the result is, I won't be driving again anytime soon (maybe never.) I still suck at certain stuff, so I have to take a break from work on Thursday and go to a final lesson (not sure if it's going to make any difference, but whatever.)

I'm drained. Literally drained. These past two weeks were very hard on me and I realized it just now: driving, trainings, projects, my bff's hospital visits, bla bla bla... Also my dad was sick (nothing serious, balance problem related to the middle ear so he couldn't sleep for 3 days and generally felt like crap.) and I was worried about him, but I ended up yelling at him today in the car, because I was so tired and now I feel like shit about it, and I feel like crying, but I don't want to, because if I do, I'll have a headache and that'll just suck, so I won't cry.

I'm downloading Merlin, maybe it'll cheer me up. Just one of those days...

ETA: Oh yes, Merlin indeed cheered me up ♥ But I still hopelessly wish for more Morgana...

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[thelake.livejournal.com]

I really don't want to take it out on family, but they just happened to be there and my dad was trying to be nice and loving... I'm still bitter about it, I'm angry with myself, but whatever...

Oh I won't be driving in Istanbul (as long as I don't absolutely have to) even though I have a license! I'm not that crazy!