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thelake★ I attempted to update here several times in these past weeks, but always felt like I didn't have anything substantial to say. Still feel like it, but whatever. All my f-list is updating and I'm afraid people will forget I exist and defriend me or something...
★ Been listening to Adele's Hiding My Heart for a couple of days and it's not doing me any good. I'm a bit disappointed in myself on the heart and feelings department and I've been feeling a little lonely for a while, so listening to Adele is like going on a suicidal mission willingly.
★ Another disappointment I had this week was the Bones season finale. Well, I've been watching the show for Angela and Hodgins anyway, but still, what a cop out. I know most of you are slightly happier than me, but come on guys, 6 freaking years and then BAM they're having a kid. I would have liked to see them kissing/making love/being close to each other without a dream sequence or a flashback. Brennan is a smart woman. She wouldn't just forget to have protected sex, so this was probably planned in her head...
I don't know. The time jump was really weird, too. They shared a bed and now ~5 weeks have passed and suddenly THEY ARE HAVING A BABY. I'm not contemplating on the science part of things, but I feel betrayed. 6 years worth of UST of course can lead to a baby, but for the sake of being an awesome TV show, show us something physical! Yes, I am shallow like that. I need it to be canon. I need to have actual visions of them being together before I envision them as parents.
Some say it's better this way, because nothing could live up to the expectation, but I don't agree. Look at Angela and Hodgins. THEY WERE ALMOST MARRIED AND THEN THEY BROKE UP AND SPENT AN ENTIRE SEASON APART AND THEN THEY GOT MARRIED AGAIN IN JAIL AND NOW THEY HAD THEIR AWESOME HEALTHY BABY BOY AND IT WAS EVEN MORE AMAZING THAN ALL MY EXPECTATIONS. Why can't the actual couple of the show be more like Angela and Hodgins? I'll keep watching though. I need to see where they take it from here, but I am very disappointed nonetheless.
★ How awesome is Game of Thrones? I love how it's critically acclaimed and epic and all that jazz. Of course it is, because it's not tv, it's HBO.
★ Remember the time I told you I was gonna start looking for another job? Hah. I'm doing NOTHING about it. Well, for my defense, there have been some major organizational changes in the company and now our department is a research and development unit which is awesome and means more money, so I'm hoping to get a piece of that pie.
★ Speaking of pie, I've gained so much weight it's insane. A coworker asked me if I gained weight before she said good morning (rude much?), so I take it as an emergency and start dieting. I'm not gonna starve myself, but I am also aware that I have been eating A LOT OF junk food and pastries lately. I quit. And I gotta start swimming. Summer is here. As soon as they put the sunbeds by the pool, I am there. I already have a natural lifesaver around my belly from eating too much cake. HA HA HA, not funny at all. I hate it. It feels like I have passed my prime and slowly falling into a pit of belly fat and boring days. I'm not obsessed with physical appearance, but I remember myself being all thin, fit and energetic and my current situation feels like shit to be honest. I need to change my ways and losing some of this weight will surely make me feel a bit better. Hopefully.
★ I believe I have sufficiently made your day a little bit more depressing, so mission accomplished. See you at my next post which will probably happen at a distant time in the future.
★ Been listening to Adele's Hiding My Heart for a couple of days and it's not doing me any good. I'm a bit disappointed in myself on the heart and feelings department and I've been feeling a little lonely for a while, so listening to Adele is like going on a suicidal mission willingly.
★ Another disappointment I had this week was the Bones season finale. Well, I've been watching the show for Angela and Hodgins anyway, but still, what a cop out. I know most of you are slightly happier than me, but come on guys, 6 freaking years and then BAM they're having a kid. I would have liked to see them kissing/making love/being close to each other without a dream sequence or a flashback. Brennan is a smart woman. She wouldn't just forget to have protected sex, so this was probably planned in her head...
I don't know. The time jump was really weird, too. They shared a bed and now ~5 weeks have passed and suddenly THEY ARE HAVING A BABY. I'm not contemplating on the science part of things, but I feel betrayed. 6 years worth of UST of course can lead to a baby, but for the sake of being an awesome TV show, show us something physical! Yes, I am shallow like that. I need it to be canon. I need to have actual visions of them being together before I envision them as parents.
Some say it's better this way, because nothing could live up to the expectation, but I don't agree. Look at Angela and Hodgins. THEY WERE ALMOST MARRIED AND THEN THEY BROKE UP AND SPENT AN ENTIRE SEASON APART AND THEN THEY GOT MARRIED AGAIN IN JAIL AND NOW THEY HAD THEIR AWESOME HEALTHY BABY BOY AND IT WAS EVEN MORE AMAZING THAN ALL MY EXPECTATIONS. Why can't the actual couple of the show be more like Angela and Hodgins? I'll keep watching though. I need to see where they take it from here, but I am very disappointed nonetheless.
★ How awesome is Game of Thrones? I love how it's critically acclaimed and epic and all that jazz. Of course it is, because it's not tv, it's HBO.
★ Remember the time I told you I was gonna start looking for another job? Hah. I'm doing NOTHING about it. Well, for my defense, there have been some major organizational changes in the company and now our department is a research and development unit which is awesome and means more money, so I'm hoping to get a piece of that pie.
★ Speaking of pie, I've gained so much weight it's insane. A coworker asked me if I gained weight before she said good morning (rude much?), so I take it as an emergency and start dieting. I'm not gonna starve myself, but I am also aware that I have been eating A LOT OF junk food and pastries lately. I quit. And I gotta start swimming. Summer is here. As soon as they put the sunbeds by the pool, I am there. I already have a natural lifesaver around my belly from eating too much cake. HA HA HA, not funny at all. I hate it. It feels like I have passed my prime and slowly falling into a pit of belly fat and boring days. I'm not obsessed with physical appearance, but I remember myself being all thin, fit and energetic and my current situation feels like shit to be honest. I need to change my ways and losing some of this weight will surely make me feel a bit better. Hopefully.
★ I believe I have sufficiently made your day a little bit more depressing, so mission accomplished. See you at my next post which will probably happen at a distant time in the future.
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Date: 2011-05-25 07:48 am (UTC)I think mostly I'm afraid I'll want to talk about book spoilers if I talk about Game of Thrones and I don't want to be that person who's constantly comparing things to the books and hinting at things! But yeah. I love how it feels like such a complete world.
SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UP. I'M TURNING 28 NEXT WEEK! IDK. It's not even that I'm freaked out as I feel like it's making me resigned? Like I'm too old to ever really get my life going. And rationally, I know that's not true, but . . . well, you know how it is. This isn't where I thought I'd be.
But, ha, yeah 30's isn't middle aged! Maybe late thirties, but I think it's more 40s.
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Date: 2011-05-25 08:35 am (UTC)Just because I knew some people would want to talk about books, I went ahead and read all the detailed summaries of the series =)) I regret nothing, it's a lot more fun this way.
JKSDHGJKDFK I AM SORRY! Resigned is the right word, yes. It's never too old to get a life going, but I know what you mean. It's like "I'm almost 30, so what's the point, etc. etc." but it really is not true. We should remind that to ourselves more frequently. Ugh life, why are you so difficult to manage?
LOL! YAY! WE HAVE AT LEAST 10 MORE YEARS TO BE CONSIDERED MIDDLE AGED! REJOICE!
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Date: 2011-05-25 10:40 pm (UTC)Well, good, then I won't worry about saying stuff about the books. :D But now don't spoil ME. I still need to read the last two! IDK. Sometimes I think it would've been fun to be unspoiled, but I feel like it would be hard to remain unspoiled, you know?
We should! I think I'm getting a little better at remembering that, just . . . not about DOING anything.