One of those very very BAD days.
Feb. 22nd, 2010 04:44 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
thelakeToday is not my day. It started bad and going on pretty bad in general.
- Couldn't sleep properly because my throat was dry and it HURT. I kept having strange dreams where I was on vacation with a bunch of people from the office and I shared a room with them. At some point I claimed to be their daugther, which just doesn't make any sense. Wtf, brain?
- Couldn't wake up on time.
- My throat still hurts like a bitch.
- Just because I was late, I had to do my make up very fast and it resulted in several smudged eye liner and mascara incidents. It was like my eyelids were refusing the eyeliner and my eye lashes were too good to be painted so instead they just vomitted the mascara all over my face.
- Right after I thought I was done with my make up I decided to put on some perfume but instead of my neck, I put in ON MY FACE so my eyes hurt and mascara smudged once more! Cue the almost crying face...
- I grabbed something from kitchen for breakfast, managed to feed the fish (I'm still not sure if little fishy managed to eat those huge chucks of food) and got myself out of the house just to find out it was way colder than I expected! (We had spring-like weather whole weekend wtf!)
- I came to the office, there was a meeting at 9, it started at 10:30 and I thought they wouldn't invite me so I kind of gave up on that, but then it turned out I was invited after all! I thought it was going to be ground breaking meeting, but it was boring like death.
- Then I insisted that I sent an email to an analyst last Friday morning, telling her she could test some stuff I've finished developing. It turned out I never sent her an e-mail, stupid me.
- After the boring meeting took a break, I went to lunch with my friend, just when we were busing our trays, I broke a half-full soup bowl and all the remaining soup was on her trousers. I was mortified! She was pretty nice about it, but come-the-fucking-on, it was all over both of her legs! D:
- Then after lunch the meeting was supposed to continue at 2 pm, I kept a close eye on other people, but after almost 45 minutes nobody showed up, so I kept sitting at my desk, waiting for a sign that never came. It turned out they were already in the meeting room and they thought I had something more important to do, but I kind of gave myself away by acting so suprised, I ended up being a laughing stock, because "hello, they already told me it was at 2!" God dammit.
- In those 45 wasted minutes I re-read the stuff I wrote this weekend and I completely hate the last chapter of my story. I wanted to delete it altogether, but then I remembered telling myself not to think about writing today since today is shit and no matter what I do, I'll hate it anyways. Did it change anything? No. I will still change the chapter entirely. I hate it. It doesn't make sense. What was I thinking?
- It's 4:35 pm now and I can't wait to go home. Can this day be over already? I should have never gotten out of bed, seriously, I could have called in sick today.
- Couldn't sleep properly because my throat was dry and it HURT. I kept having strange dreams where I was on vacation with a bunch of people from the office and I shared a room with them. At some point I claimed to be their daugther, which just doesn't make any sense. Wtf, brain?
- Couldn't wake up on time.
- My throat still hurts like a bitch.
- Just because I was late, I had to do my make up very fast and it resulted in several smudged eye liner and mascara incidents. It was like my eyelids were refusing the eyeliner and my eye lashes were too good to be painted so instead they just vomitted the mascara all over my face.
- Right after I thought I was done with my make up I decided to put on some perfume but instead of my neck, I put in ON MY FACE so my eyes hurt and mascara smudged once more! Cue the almost crying face...
- I grabbed something from kitchen for breakfast, managed to feed the fish (I'm still not sure if little fishy managed to eat those huge chucks of food) and got myself out of the house just to find out it was way colder than I expected! (We had spring-like weather whole weekend wtf!)
- I came to the office, there was a meeting at 9, it started at 10:30 and I thought they wouldn't invite me so I kind of gave up on that, but then it turned out I was invited after all! I thought it was going to be ground breaking meeting, but it was boring like death.
- Then I insisted that I sent an email to an analyst last Friday morning, telling her she could test some stuff I've finished developing. It turned out I never sent her an e-mail, stupid me.
- After the boring meeting took a break, I went to lunch with my friend, just when we were busing our trays, I broke a half-full soup bowl and all the remaining soup was on her trousers. I was mortified! She was pretty nice about it, but come-the-fucking-on, it was all over both of her legs! D:
- Then after lunch the meeting was supposed to continue at 2 pm, I kept a close eye on other people, but after almost 45 minutes nobody showed up, so I kept sitting at my desk, waiting for a sign that never came. It turned out they were already in the meeting room and they thought I had something more important to do, but I kind of gave myself away by acting so suprised, I ended up being a laughing stock, because "hello, they already told me it was at 2!" God dammit.
- In those 45 wasted minutes I re-read the stuff I wrote this weekend and I completely hate the last chapter of my story. I wanted to delete it altogether, but then I remembered telling myself not to think about writing today since today is shit and no matter what I do, I'll hate it anyways. Did it change anything? No. I will still change the chapter entirely. I hate it. It doesn't make sense. What was I thinking?
- It's 4:35 pm now and I can't wait to go home. Can this day be over already? I should have never gotten out of bed, seriously, I could have called in sick today.
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Date: 2010-02-22 03:25 pm (UTC)no subject
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Date: 2010-02-22 08:32 pm (UTC)probably you got to home and went to sleep already LOL. hope morning will be much MUCH better. *hugs*
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Date: 2010-02-22 11:56 pm (UTC)*more hugs*
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Date: 2010-02-23 12:45 am (UTC)Tomorrow better be better!